Bleek Gilliam

seldom i find the time to pull out the pen anymore
i don't know why and i don't have some profound reason
to present to you that's just how it is and how it's been

i'm still trying to figure out when it happened and whether
or not i was trying to chase an orgasm to feel better about
sitting in my bed and not having anything to do

an awkward situation of an older brother finding out her
sister is a slut and now i can't look at darling nikki the same
anymore because her vulnerability hits a little too close to home

i wonder how it is for first time killers who didn't have a choice
watch your mother go hungry and a person's capable of doing
anything 

especially when you're the one who's supposed to be
comforted to sleep not the one doing the comforting.yourhandsjustaren'tsoftenough