Can It Be All So Simple (Remix)

sound off for a minute: following isn't dedicated to anyone specific.

For all Noah's who've lost wisdom...

lately i've been feeling completely disregarded by the most powerful yet manipulative feeling merriam defines as love

i feel a little less love from my parents, i'm trying to figure out whether or not i'm loved by my friends, but none of that mattered until i lost love from her

and it hurts how she's still apart of me and it's impossible for me to let her go because the oxygen in my lungs still has traces of the life s/he breathed into me during our first kiss

one seed was planted into two hearts which grew into a love that connected us as one

i wanted to study every tear that ran down her cheek, not only to nurture her sadness but also so i could see the world through her eyes

and all i really desired from her was to walk with me, talk with me, and hold my right hand so when i pledged allegiance to her, it was with an open heart

and all those times i whispered something into her ear that was really my imagination wandering hoping to find it's way home within her

and if i could i would drink the wine of her blood so that apart of her would always flow through me and she would have faith when i say she defined my existence

but all that's gone now

one morning i thought i had witnessed the creep up the mountain top, but then i realized i had come across her waking eyes, i miss it

everyone else is just bunch of mindless albino kids who don't know how to handle her love and run away with ghosts at dawn

suicide is on my mind not to end my life but to be reincarnated into another being finally be able to love her again through them reborn

word to esther phillips